Endless freedom... a journey of a soul
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My Thoughts Recently i discovered the passion in me to express myself in words hope this works
Joy of togetherness
Flying with colors of life i resided the worlds of felicity,
in clouds i swang and rose from one to other...
In firdous a place called su'fer i stayed in, it was glittering with shine of radiant drapples and fogs,and smoke with colors which no human had eva seen...or imagined..
finding the way from the colorful hills down flowed the water shinng like silver it was clear and clearer like trasperent Air, rising from the water the mist was white as clouds
it was all so beautiful... and new... and full of life..
the beautiful Nymphs playing with river waters,dancing rhythmically singing songs ...ahh what a place...all for me?
then i asked how long is this going to last...Voice heard "ENERNITY" never ending and no limit...i was joyful
Then Looking in the eyes of delutions i was humbled
i felt a place still empty deep in my heart...it grew and grew..
till i cried "Take Away" immortality with life to spend with my love on earth.
I shouted "TAKE AWAY" i came to the real world, my heart was beating like drum...i smiled
Su'fer will not be interesting at all without her ...
Her scent stirs my soul when i think of her....
Dreams are dream after all...
Posted by Sohail Siddiqui on 05:03 AM
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Heart and Space
If all the universe was created by powerful human with no hearts there wouldnt have been any space for good men..
Posted by Sohail Siddiqui on 03:30 AM
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Friday, December 16, 2005
Selfish World
To do a mistake once is a mistake, twice is yet a mistake...
but never to learn from it is the mistake that cannot be forgiven...
When will the day come ? to get over the my emotions and think materialistic in this world
full of selfish people?
Emotions are the root of "weakness"
Posted by Sohail Siddiqui on 06:53 AM
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Friday, December 02, 2005
It Hurts
It hurts and hurts a lots,
I hate this life…. That God has given to me...
Can’t withstand the test that is put on me,
I can’t hold for long and I feel that I am losing everything...
Just to think about tomorrow doesn’t kills the sorrow today,
And today is not the last day of my life.
I thought I was strong enough but I was wrong. In the end I m alas a human…
Gradually I came to know….. Now I can’t trust anyone...coz I have already lost the trust in me.
And I will bore the wrath of God…for not trusting him…here and hereafter.
I have lost faith but why is it so hard for me to believe it? …
Posted by Sohail Siddiqui on 01:29 AM
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Someone wants
Someone has asked me to continue, writing my blog,
Don’t know a new one, Can write for long.
Desires are few, and word is left without song,
It’s seen like rose with dew, but below I feel the thorn.
Thoughts in queue waiting to explode I fear,
It might be wrong!
Never was this tough to continue,
bearing the load of log.
Still someone wants me to continue, writing my Blog?
2nd last bachelor
A sherwani, a decorated stage, a moulvi and a sage,
Opps!!! Forgot the bachelor, He’s my old mate
With “Kabool hai” he accepted, And took his soul mate,
He whispered “Your are next
I was the only left among the rest!!!
God please bestow all the blessings that both deserve
Magnetic force
The tendency of magnet is known to all but wat is unknown is how does it happens?
Explanation “Opposite poles attract each other”.
But why am I attracted to this particular person…..?? She is ‘Desire’…
I fear I might lose her after getting it.
You
‘You’ is where?
Searching for you,
You only is my desire,
My life is only ‘you’
You is in heart,
Soul is not without you!
You I breathe,
Heart beats with you,
You is you,
And I have found you.
Posted by Sohail Siddiqui on 10:32 PM
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Monday, October 24, 2005
Is Life's Deep Emotions worth?
Well.... have i started to think about my life?.... its pretty tuff, ahead to live with.
Pain
Pain will make u even more stronger ....the stronger u get ...then u wont need anyones shoulders to cry on...if someone doesnt likes you its his/her problem....
As human i will feel BAD...but as a strong man..i will overcome it....and put myself on some-place from where she/he will desire to befreind..
yeah...... because..... rose will never lose its fragrance even if it is in the hands of cruel person....
Desires
They are desires
desires are always endless.....
well i just opted for one ...that also ...was barred....i wonder was it a sin?
Doing things
I know its easier said then done...... but still we make our own circle...life is all about to be prepared for the
worst.....with winds you flow and if you stand against it..u may get uprooted....
better to flow then to get uprooted....
make your own circle..dont be with peepz who done like u..be with someone who cares about u.
Need of a shoulder
Hey sorry i hope you will understand me.... still i dont need a shoulder but when i will...will definetly ask urs
Worth
yeah ...losing is easier that holding for long........but hold it ,if its worth...
Trust and belief in freindship
well..... trust is one thing and belief is other....you trust ur friends, but belive them to be always good one.....is a belief
Difficulty
difficult means difficult...but its not immpossible... that is what the definition of the word "difficult" stands for.
think it possible and nothin will be IMpossible.....
Posted by Sohail Siddiqui on 04:42 AM
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Sunday, October 23, 2005
An Apology
Well i dont know ..what should i say..either i thankyou...or ask for an apology for irritating u with my stupid feelings
Posted by Sohail Siddiqui on 09:43 PM
Life Without Soul
As always is was difficult ..for a man to live with his heart.....not in its place
and without heart there can't be life....without life a person is a dead man..... but still has soul.....
but i m nor dead nor hav soul....so i m pullin my lifeless life with me.
Posted by Sohail Siddiqui on 09:39 PM
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
Covert Feelings
My kernel is the core...of covert imagination....i failed to hold it many times,.....shouldnt i give it atleast a try?
its takes a life to understand the kernel and sometimes ....ages
What is the meaning when it comes to tellin? .... feelings are like breeze always hard to explain
Posted by Sohail Siddiqui on 01:41 AM
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Monday, September 26, 2005
Reaching the Sky
We can reach the sky, but not without anyone's help.. if needed, i will choose honestly.
Posted by Sohail Siddiqui on 11:56 PM
Saturday, October 5, 2013
Faith, Respect & Wealth
Feeling happy? Be O you who says bad of religion... not even a needle space is your own to be called after soul leaves, Wandering endlessly in the filth of hate, suffering, and torture for the never ending life..!
I fail to understand why? For who and for what?
Meaning of life is an infinite loop where the brain tends to crash, meaning and reasoning differentiates human from other life forms.
Sins keep us occupied on the lower steps of purity which is difficult to attain and maintain a sinless life. Human being a beast is natural but to suppress it, is being a real human!
Respect is virgin which is transparent and never permanent. Earning one is hard losing one is easy! Like a mountain on chest harsh very harsh to lose one!
No act can give pure happiness and sheer joy by helping and feeding the needy. For a person is born wealthy but it is the dream of glittering world that changes him poor!
Its a long path and there is nothing ...uncertain, unsure and difficult!
I fail to understand why? For who and for what?
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Temperament cannot be changed ! and so is punishment and fate! is it true?
its good to hear, but the world here in womb is so great!
forced out of shelter with all light and dryness the child cries
but then its good to breathe, feel the touch and taste the milk!
In real world a child is born with love or flaw, nourished by the surrounding and temperament adapts to certain traits pertaining to anger, pain, loneliness , laughter and words.
Believing in things leads the child to confront with his temperament , some are strong some are weak some are stupid to hold off or give in.
A child grows into a rebellious teen who doesn't really care too much, and then maturity comes with trials, tribulations and Ability.
Some are lucky to have godfathers or protectors or supporters some don't.
some are to be doomed while some don't.
so if there is a GOD then why injustice is in abundance?
It is believed there nothing happens in this world without the knowledge of GOD not even an atom moves without his knowledge.
lets assume God knows of all the possible timeline and possibilities when an atom moves ! God must have a brain that is all knowledgeable!
The owner of Fate is GOD... therefore we do not have the capability to think what is in for us?
fate is a test for punishment ? or reward .. i fail to understand!
God doesn't need anyone and there are many humans who don't need GOD! yet the world is going on..is it because of just one believer ,the world will still see the sun and moon and all its natural courses ? yes it is.!
No matter what i still am a believer! i am just frightened of my sins !
i love my loneliness,pain and despair at least i still ask for you my GOD!
I forgive all who have sinned against me.. God please let them all forgive my sins..
This world is not for me as my fate is sealed ... i just cannot control my temperament!
I believe Allah(GOD) who has such vast knowledge and power be the best judge for the life we lead
-Amin
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Purity...Heart is for Living... Soul is for Life after death.
Yet only a few Good are enought to raise the scale.
Good attributes are extremely difficult to master for all likeness of goodness are with God.
Bad attributes are filthy and easy as it darkens the heart and soul creating an evil within.
Reaching out to GOD requires Purity as God(Allah) is Pure.
The Dog is faithful . The crow eats up rubbish to clean the filth. The insects act as recyclers. these are true nature of Animals.
God created no sickness without Cure...
and So the most important thing that we require is Curing of Heart, mind and Soul !